Synchronicities and Love
I’ve forgotten a bit about my intentional living project but came back to it today. Shortly after I’ve started being highly positive for longer periods of time I met a beautiful woman who attracts much of my attention. I’ve been swinging back and forth between behaving heart and brain centered. I’m clearly interested in her, but also afraid to miss my chance to get to know her deeply. Surely the fear appears when behaving brain centered. Weirdly but also logically I’ve had the most success being guided by my heart’s inspirations. Now where I’ve came back to living inspirational in the present and seeing the world through the subjective perspective lens, I am able to focus more on my heart way of living. I’m going on vacation this Friday 13th for nine days, so I won’t have much time to experience all the possible changes. But I will definitely leave my comfort-zone, being inspired to use my brain for after-analyses if needed, so I still be able to learn and develop myself.
I’m having many small synchronicities and 11:11 moments again. One of them is the german electronic musician Paul Kalkbrenner, who’s famous for his records “Sky and Sand” and “Aaron”. I’m recommending his music to everyone who wants to enjoy relaxing moments. I just felt like sharing his music with all of you. I’m not judging those synchronicities, but I’m happy to experience them. They give me a feeling of certainty, that I am on my way.
Also, as I’ve started this project because of Steve Pavlina who’s doing his own 30 day trial of inspirational living, I’m experiencing similarities with his experiences and my own. I also want to use the subjective perspective as a tool to heal my own fears I hide from myself. I’ve experienced that I should not behave how I think I should do, but how I feel like being most myself. But if I want to behave in another way than I feel inspired to, I should expand myself and merge those new characteristics in myself. Then I can act accordingly to them and be authentic. That’s what brings the most success, I assume. I’ll see.
by the way .. today is the 11.08.2010.
0+8+2+0+1+0 = 11.
11.11 (: